Day 305: 22/01/14

God,


My life might feel chaotic and windy-not the straight and narrow.
It might feel fragile and not concrete.  I might feel confused and re-used.
But you're Lord even in this, aren't you?


And I might have the faith to believe for someone else, but the doubts of my own life echo loud into the night.
But you're Lord even in this, aren't you?


I might not understand why you insist on working this way in my life.
And I might be about ready to give up hope of a happy here after.
But you're Lord even in this, aren't you?


I might feel you asking me to jump, to take risks where I'm almost not ready, and my feet feel full of led.
But you're Lord even in this, aren't you?


And sometimes when I stop and reflect, yet again, my whole life might appear meaningless, devoid of grace and adventure.
But you're Lord even in this, aren't you?


I might feel overwhelmed about what I feel you calling me to.
I might even doubt that it came from you at all.
But you're Lord even in this, aren't you?


You're Lord, in this, whatever my "this" may be.
You're Lord.
            Aren't you?