And I still miss the writing, not everyday, but sometimes. Sometimes like now. I miss the sitting down and spewing it out.  Spewing it out until I sort myself out. Cause this girl can think herself crazy. But writing, writing just walks me into truth. Like baking, baking just creates the chaos of ingredients into a solid, nutrient filled delight where order can reign again! 


And so this Sunday afternoon, this chaotic, lost soul baked herself into order.  Zucchini banana chocolate muffins currently morph into, what I hope, will taste amazing little treats! So we bake and we pray:


Lord,
Order our chaos. Find us in our lost places. Retrieve us from our valleys of fear and brokenness. Untangle our internal distress and straighten us with your truth. Delight our souls in your light, like flowers turning to the sun. You`re our life beat, our heart beat. Delight our souls in your presence, our Holy, our one.


Amen.