A lament:
God,
Today I feel like all the people who don't even love you get everything they want. It kind of seems like they have favour from your hand. And I do my best to love you and put you first and all the things of you first and often I feel like I just end up sacrificing more, letting go of more, giving up more. And to be honest today I'm tired of it. I'm tired of emptying my hands only to have them filled with sleepless nights and eyes full of tears. I love you and I want to trust you, but today I'm tired and my unbelief far out weighs my belief. Reorder my thinking, show me your goodness. For truly you are who you say you are. Come Lord Jesus, come.
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